help keeping me sane in the coming months

Well good day all, this is off my 5 part series, but I thought I would give all of you an update on my health. On 8/30/10 on a Sunday I received a MRI, It only took 5 months to get one but thank the lord I got one, Well after the radiologist read it he sent me down to the emergency room and said my disk was blown and was very surprised I was walking…I informed him I was not walking too often..Any way I sat in the urgent care till 3 am and was saw by an orthopedic surgeon who said I needed surgery, he wanted me to be seen by his boss the next day, well that went well, I guess. He told me a whole bunch of mumbo jumbo that I had no idea what it meant, except I needed a operation, I asked for another appointment next week so I could bring my mother and my Pastor, My pastor has had 35 surgeries on his back. What it comes down to is I’m getting surgery, now I’m asking for a favor from anyone out there. I’m looking for an old X-Box. Nothing special they have upgraded the X-Box and other gaming devices so much the old one is not even sold in stores anymore. Pawn shops Carrie them.  But I’m asking for a donation or a gift. If you or one of your children have a old one laying around I sure could use it, I’m going to be laid up in my bed healing for some time and need something to keep my mind off the pain and there is only so much reading a guy can do. So if you have one or know someone who does it would be great to get it. My money is very tight but I might be able to help with shipping fees…I thought I would ask  around so thank you for your time reading this and seeing what you can do, Thank you very much and God Bless you all..

Pain managment, A blessing from Christ.

Well all my brothers and sisters in Christ, I have been blessed, Today I’m going to a pain management clinic and its taking me almost five months to get this appointment, And I’m scheduled for a MRI sometime this month. Praise the lord. Thanks to my home church South Haltom they are blessing me with help and support, I cannot even began to tell you how much love and support I have been given from my loved ones from my church, …. I want to be fixed and live, walk and carry on a normal life. I hurt so bad and this effects my mental well being so much, I’m learning jumping threw these hoops and  5 months later that it pays  off to be patience and fallow threw there rules and walk there steps. But it is paying off. So to you out there with medical problems and feel like life is getting hard my advice is to stick to your program and take advantage of everything the state has to offer, Don’t get me wrong its nothing nice to jump or crawl through the systems hoops but it does work. Unless you are one of the fortunate ones who can afford insurance, I stay Faithful and I stay clean and the Lord does reward me… Don’t even think for a second I have not been in so much pain that the thought of going and scoring some dope from the corner has not entered my mind, But I read my bible and pray and talk to my support group almost daily…Keep your head up and try to walk tall and keep your Faith strong it does eventually work out..God does bless all of you. If you are having some of these issues please get back to me and let’s talk, I need all the advice I can get…This way of live is nothing nice and I know the Lord did not make me and walk by my side for all these years to let me rot in some bed. I have my faith and my 45 months drug free…And it feels great.